hey...

pistebo pos eprepe na steilo ena teleftaio minima kai na min kleiso toso deila kai aprosopa... to blog afto 8a parameinei kleisto opos kai to telefteo kairo... ti 8esi tou pairnei to "pena apo xalko"... mporeite na me breite ekei (http://pena-apo-xalko.blogspot.com)

in love...

i am looking outside

trying to find one alike

i am looking at the streets

trying to find someone that fits

i am looking for you

to believe that you are true

and to finally realise

that the shadow isn't sliced

i am trying too hard

but no matter the fact

i meet you in my dreams

everynight accross my street

i see you with guitar

singing no matter what

sometimes i want to come 

but i always wake up

now my dream

here, comes true

and i feel like i've throw

all the distance between us

and finally everyone

beleaved in us

i beleaved that "in love"

wasn't something I got

it was something i could feel

in the first moment within

but i know i wasn't true

and that with you i can do

all the things i could wish

that in my mind could exist

Finally you make me feel it

this great feeling i had wished for it

is it love? is it eros? 

is it something that can goes off??

i don't know it

what i know is

that he feels it

like i do

what i like

is what he likes

what i want

is what he wants

what i do 

is his desire

and what i feel

are his feelings too

i have to admit it

i do, adore him

i am in love

with his own thoughts

i want to look 

into his eyes

and to get lost

into his kiss

i want to be 

part of his life

and now i can say

"i am in love"

i <3 u

  

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isos na kseroume oti mia leksi mporei na prokalesei polla pragmata se kapoion allo... poso mallon mia frasi... na kseklidosei xamenes anamniseis... na sou aggiksei anixtes pliges... i akoma kai na ere8isei ta sinais8imata sou... polloi apo emas erotebomaste kai mono apo to tropo pou mas ekfrazei o allos afta pou ais8anete... lekseis... aples lekseis pou analoga me to tropo pou tis topo8eteis sin8eteis ena toso parakseno kosmo... ena kosmo: like_fairytale...

kai sta ali8ia... esi to exeis ftiaksei... stin ousia einai ena parami8i... pou apla an einai empnebsmeno apo ti pragmatikotita kai exei stixia pou isxioun... mporei amesa na taftistei me tin ali8ia... mporei sta ali8ia kapoios na mas kanei na ais8an8oume monadika mesa kai mono apo ta logia... oute ti matia, oute to xadi, oute tis kiniseis tou... alla kai mono me ti xria tis fonis tou kai to tropo pou topo8etei tis lekseis... aftos o tropos einai oi skepseis tou... poso enarmonismenes einai me to tropo ekfrasis kai to tropo diatiposis tis psixikis tou galinis... emena ali8ia me entiposiazei... i mallon me "saginebei"... isos na einai aples lekseis... omos otan akouseis to "se agapo" pragmatika mporeis na paraliseis... polloi dn to enooun otan 8a to poun... alloi mporei na to exoun san karamela... to lene toso sixna pou exoun ksexasei pia an ontos to enooun i oxi... alloi pali mporei na to 8eoroun adinamia kai na mi to lene pote... kai alloi na epilegoun se poious 8a to poun kai na to poun ti stigmi pou pragmatika to enooun... einai aples lekseis... omos mporoun na feroun ta pano kato sti zoi mas....

telika i elpida ksanazei...

kai o nikitis einai to kentriko arxiko monopati... einai i epilogi mas... einai afto pou eixame epileksei arxika... kai tpt dn mporei na mas aposintonisei... giati afto kanoun ta stabrodromia... prospa8oun na mas apospasoun ti prosoxi... kai telika mas apospoun apo afto pou pragmatika 8eloume kai exoume... to na exoume isxiro xaraktira kai na epimenoume, kai na kanoume ipomoni dn paei na pei pos eimaste adinamoi an8ropoi... ka8e allo... to na eisai se ena labirin8o kai na blepeis tin eksodo alla na mi bgeneis giati stin epomeni gonia iparxei mia tourta i dn ksero kai ego ti, paei na pei pos dn 8eleis pragmatika na bgeis apo to labirin8o apla ksereis oti prepei... Otan omos ksereis pos afto 8eleis ba8ia mesa sou, kai pos i tourta ka8e allo para boi8ia 8a sou prosferei, alla esi tin epilegeis tote ksereis pos dn ekanes kala kai gemizeis me tipseis... ara ekei ti epilegoume??? epilegoume na bgoume... epilegoume na sinexisoume stin arxiki mas poreia... etsi dimiourgounte isxiroi xaraktires... kai sxeseis zois me tous an8ropous... dn prepei na ta paratame me ti proti diskolia... afto pou me leipei 8a mporousa na po pos einai to oti ego 8isiazo ti tourta xoris omos na to kserei o ekso kosmos.. kai oute prokeite na to ma8ei kai pote... omos ego eftasa ekei pou i8ela... ekana afto pou ksero pos eprepe na kano... kai eimai perifani pou dn piga sti tourta alla bgika telika apo to labirin8o... kai bgeno sto teliko mou simperasma kai leo... telika i agapi einai pio dinati apo oti dipote... akoma kai to kalitero paixnidi na exeis stisei... ama agapas ton antipalo 8a xaseis gia party tou... kai etsi oi allote xamenes sou elpides ksanazoun... ksanazontaneboun... kai ksanafotizoun ti zoi sou!

xamenes elpides...

orea les... eftasa os edo... to pira apofasi na kano afto... na epilekso afto to monopati... ela omos pou oi elpides sou pigan xamenes... nomizes pos afto to monopati 8a einai monodromos... pos apo ti stigmi pou to epelekses dn 8a allakseis kai 8a minei sta8eri... pos ekei 8a paramineis... kai pos dn 8a exeis paradromous kai diafora stabrodromia... o dromos sou einai o kentrikos... omos an bgeis mia fora apo afton mallon dn 8a mporeseis na ksanampeis... ti kaneis loipon ekei??? parameneis elpizontas na ksanadeis ena apo afta ta stabrodromia ligo parakato??? i allazeis dromo gia akoma mia fora katalabenontas poso ligo ksereis ton eafto sou kai pligonontas ton egoismo sou... einai omos 8ema egoismou?? na paramineis se ena dromo epeidi etsi eipes arxika? einai 8ema i8ikis, einai 8ema egoismou kai einai 8ema dinatou xaraktira... to problima dn einai oi alloi... alla esi... kai apo ti stigmi pou dn eisai sigouri gia tpt kai ola einai "tixaia" kai tpt dn einai oute dedomeno oute sigouro dn mporeis na kaneis kamia epilogi... ksereis pos to monopati sou mporei na kratisei meres, mporei mines alla mporei kai xronia... alla oso sigouri eisai gia to monopati allo toso eisai kai gia ta stabrodromia... mporei o enas dromos na einai pio kentrikos apo to diko sou... kai pali na ksereis pos mono mia efkeria eixes na ton pareis... alla fobase ta alla stabrodromia pou 8a sinantiseis apo ekeini ti meria... kai ali8ia ti na dialekseis? to mono pou mporeis na kaneis einai na perimeneis... na meneis stasimi perimenontas kapoion pou pernaei apo ta dromakia kai na sou pei ti eide kai pos itan... kai sta ali8ia dn mporeis na dialekseis ama dn exeis sta xeria sou ola ta xartia... dn mporeis na peis pos to 10 einai to kalitero giati meta mporei na er8ei i ntama... i o rigas... i o bales... i kati allo pou isos kanei kalitera gia to paixnidi kai pou isos na einai poli xrisimo an kai mikrotero san ari8mos apo to 10... alla gia na to ksereis afto... 8a prepei na exeis ola ta xartia sta xeria sou... 8a prepei na eisai sigouri pio paixnidi paizeis... kai 8a prepei na exeis apofasisei an 8a paikseis gia plaka i gia na kerdiseis... kai oso pio sobara einai ta pragmata toso pio polla exeis na xaseis... kai oi elpides sou xanonte... oso paizeis toso pio apegnosmeni kai mperdemeni ginese... merikes xamenes elpides pou isos ksanageni8oun... kai pote dn eisai sigouri ti 8a sou er8ei stin epomeni mirasia... (^_*)

aoristi elpida...

Simera gia proti fora mou  karfo8ike i idea na xoriso... Skeftomai ksana kai ksana afto to 8ema...ali8ia isos 8a eprepe na xoriso??? na mou peis, gia pio logo??? ekane kati??? oxi... kai afto einai to 8ema... ka8ete ekei, i mallon bgenei me tous filous tou, kai ego edo ton skeftomai kai mou leipei... kai to kako einai oti to kserei... edo einai kai o logos pou skeftomai na xoriso... einai iperoxo paidi... pragmatika kai ton ektimo kai ton niazomai kai ola... alla ton 8elo, kai mou leipei kai dn antexo na min ton exo... ksero pos itan epilogi mou na eimaste mazi... alla dn ksero an ali8ia mporo na to antekso... 3 ebdomades??? eimaste ipoti8ete mazi 3 ebdomades kai dn ton exo dei apo tote... kai 8a prepei na antekso akoma mia ebdomada... na sou po kati? na kano kai mia sxesi kai 2 kai 10... alla na ton blepo ton allo... na eimai mazi tou... na ton exo dipla mou... na mporo na tou kano mia ekpliksi kapoia stigmi... na mporo na kano kai ego kati... ma to ikseres... ma sou eixe dosei tin elpida pos 8a mporouse na erxete sixna afou exei pou na minei... ma... mpla mpla mpla... gia na antekso se mia sxesi 8a prepei na kano ipomoni... afto 8a kano loipon... ipomoni... alla 8a prepei na me katalabei... as perimeno 4 ebdomades... ante as pane kai 5... alla an dn allaksei kati... dn iparxei periptosi na ka8iso kai na xalieme... giati efkeries exo... kai tis apo8o mono gia party tou... kai dn ksero an kano kala i an apla exo mia aoristi elpida na pistebo... alla opos kai na exei... einai apo ta pio omorfa pragmata pou simbenoun sti zoi mou... kai apo tote pou ton gnorisa ola pane kalitera... ola einai pio omorfa... isos na einai i aoristi elpida... ma kai poios dn pistebei se kati pou isos dn iparxei???